The stirrings

  Sometimes, i get these strange feelings when i dream, or i see this female, Fiona. To get rid of these feelings, i take these pills everyday. I've even seen my parents taking these pills every morning. It is really strange, because for some reason our community wants us to get rid of the feelings we get. All my friends take them, but they aren't concerned about why they take them or anything. Seriously, i have been doing my training lately, and i don't trust anyone, except my master. Everyone is telling me lies, about their jobs, the pills, everything. They don't have true feelings for anybody. They are just doing these things for themselves